[24 Oct 2004|06:53pm] You can't always get what you want. [But you usually get what you need.] Why is it so hard for us to understand that concept? On a side note, how was your weekend? Mine was grand, thanks for asking.<3 [24] live&learn

[20 Oct 2004|06:13pm] I can't go on not loving you. Mad crazy homework lately, I'm suprised I'm actually getting to update this. But anyways, everything's going okay, school is hard, no love interest, love my friends though<3. And that's about it right now. I'm going up to northern Virginia this weekend, and I won't be back until Sunday. Now it's time for volleyball, yo. Leave 3 questions or opinions and I will reply. Gracias.<3 [38] live&learn

[17 Oct 2004|03:39pm] ( I melt every time you look at me that way.<3 ) [39] live&learn

[15 Oct 2004|09:27pm] Is it all in my head?                                        [KPH.<3] Write me a poem? Why thank you. [40] live&learn

[12 Oct 2004|05:12pm] I know deep in my heart you love me just as much as I love you.<3   ...Or at least that's what I keep telling myself. [28] live&learn

[08 Oct 2004|05:22pm] Pick me up now, I need you so bad.</3 "The reason death sticks so closely to life isn't biological necessity- it's envy. Life is so beautiful that death has fallen in love with it, a jealous, possessive love that grabs at what it can. But life leaps over oblivion lightly, losing only a thing or two of no importance, and gloom is but the passing shadow of a cloud." [29] live&learn

[05 Oct 2004|08:02pm] I'm missing your voice at night time. I'm curious, what's your experience in going out with best guy friends? Bad, good, what happened? Thanks.<3 [20] live&learn

[03 Oct 2004|06:13pm] Have you ever had somebody steal your heart away?                        ( ... ) [26] live&learn

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry? [01 Oct 2004|10:22pm] Why do I always end up feeling second best? I wish I could just be satisfied with the way things are for once. But then, everything would be perfect and boring wouldn't it? Oh, I don't know anymore. I don't know what I want, what I'm feeling. I don't know why every sentence in this entry starts with "I" or "I'm." Does that make me self-centered? I'm tired of being so confused all the time. I'm tired of living up to everyone's expectations. I'm just tired, that's all. I need a break. Give me a break? Or maybe you could just help me understand myself. I love you. [21] live&learn

Marry meeee. [29 Sep 2004|03:44pm] New layout, it's cooler than your mother.<3 [24] live&learn

Whenever I need a good survey, I go to Amanda.<3 [26 Sep 2004|10:18am] ( My update page is different than usual. ) [11] live&learn

[23 Sep 2004|07:38pm] Well, this week went by fast. Who else's week went by fast? I had like 3 quizzes and a test, and volleyball, art, NJHS, etc. I was sick on like Monday and Tuesday, and I still have a stuffy nose. Next week will be mondo exciting.♥ And I'm super stoked cause I'm going to Kcie's daddy's tomorrow! Other than that, I don't know, comment. [13] live&learn

[21 Sep 2004|05:36pm] There's something that I need to clear up, so that I don't have anymore lame anonymous comments from "friends" who obviously haven't sat down and had a chat with me in a while. If I have seemed egotistical, self-centered, or selfish lately, I'm sorry. However, there is a reason for it. It may seem weird, and I haven't been doing it on purpose really, but I think that was my way for covering up how insecure I've been feeling about almost every aspect of my life. I'm not going to go into the details, because this journal entry isn't me trying to get peoples' sympathy, I'm just trying to help you understand why I might've been acting a little different lately. And the thing about those comments that bothered me the most...is the part where it said "it seems like you only care about yourself." That really surprises me, because no matter how much I joke around and compliment myself, I don't think that really takes away from how much I love all of my friends. And I do, in case you didn't know that by now. You guys mean everything to me. And for future reference- I'm the type who reacts more positively to criticism if I know who's criticizing me. Actually, a lot of people are like that. P.S.- paint her yell0w: one] i am not the only teenager who hides insecurities by fake self centeredness, two] its a joke, three] they are dipshits ...Gosh, I love you more than anything, Carson Cuppetcake. Edit: I love you, Joseph Suslik. That was like one of the best dang comments I've gotten in a long time. Thank you.♥ [18] live&learn

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