There's something that I need to clear up, so that I don't have anymore lame anonymous comments from "friends" who obviously haven't sat down and had a chat with me in a while.

If I have seemed egotistical, self-centered, or selfish lately, I'm sorry. However, there is a reason for it. It may seem weird, and I haven't been doing it on purpose really, but I think that was my way for covering up how insecure I've been feeling about almost every aspect of my life. I'm not going to go into the details, because this journal entry isn't me trying to get peoples' sympathy, I'm just trying to help you understand why I might've been acting a little different lately.

And the thing about those comments that bothered me the most...is the part where it said "it seems like you only care about yourself." That really surprises me, because no matter how much I joke around and compliment myself, I don't think that really takes away from how much I love all of my friends. And I do, in case you didn't know that by now. You guys mean everything to me.

And for future reference- I'm the type who reacts more positively to criticism if I know who's criticizing me. Actually, a lot of people are like that.

P.S.-
paint her yell0w: one] i am not the only teenager who hides insecurities by fake self centeredness, two] its a joke, three] they are dipshits
...Gosh, I love you more than anything, Carson Cuppetcake.

Edit: I love you, Joseph Suslik. That was like one of the best dang comments I've gotten in a long time. Thank you.♥